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We are now in our 19th week here in Brasil. In some ways, it seems like it has been forever since we were in Oregon, yet it has also gone by so fast! We have about 4 weeks to go and the schedule is full but as always it remains flexible to the leading of the Lord. I am grateful for the blog because at my age I need it to refresh my memory with all of our adventures, traveling & fun but much more significantly it is a reminder of the things God has been working on in my life. Larry & I have faced many, many challenges personally and together on this trip. We have had hard times and good times that have all added to our maturing as individuals, husband & wife, partners, members in Christs body, in our spiritual gifts, in friendships & with our relatives and earthly families. As I write this I am fully aware that this leg of the race is far from over but I have had some time lately to look back on the last few months and reflect on our time here so far.

We have also been noticing differences we see in Brasil from 10 years ago when Larry first came here. As we drive around Sao Vicente we have realized how much has changed. Larry was telling me when he looks at the 20 passenger Mercedes vans & the large city buses it reminds him of the first year he came to Brasil. It was Kombi's (we call them VW vans) back then and they drove around the streets with the sliding door open, hollering out the destinations. People who wanted to go where the Kombi was headed would flag them over like a taxi. Also, the streets are full of cars, too many for the roadways. It seems that most of our Brasilian friends now drive cars, most of them new cars. There are malls everywhere and plenty of people shopping in them. Life here is so much faster, the Brasilians speak louder and are more confident. There is road construction all over Brasil, updating old highways and roads and building and widening more to try and keep up with the growth. We have also noticed in all of the cities we pass through there is a huge amount of building construction going on. Many more high-rises being built at a rapid rate. There are still places in Brasil that aren't quite as modern but they are changing too, just a little slower pace.

Our lives change, people we know change and the world changes. Some changes are good and some not so good. When we find joy and happiness in things, people, hobbies, our work & play we need to remember, things in this life are temporary but God is eternal. the One who never changes is our rock we can hold onto when the storms come. He is the one who's loving arms we can rest in when we are weary. His consistency gives us peace when there is turmoil all around us. He is the one who see's all and knows all so we can trust that His way is best despite what our deceitful hearts say otherwise. When we have lack, He is our provider. He feeds us and quenches our thirst with the bread of His word and the water of his spirit.

I remember in the first couple of weeks of our trip, Larry had been teaching on Jonah a few days previous to a prayer meeting we were in. As I was listening to the worship before prayer, I pictured myself in a beautiful place surrounded by people I love and having no lack of life on earth but without God. I then pictured myself in the middle of an ocean, sitting on a small island of sand. No food, no drinking water, not even a tree for shade but God was with me. There is no place I would rather be than on that Island with God.
I had a meltdown one day last week that I am not proud of but I am grateful for it. It was a good reminder that I can not stand in my own strength, I NEED GOD! I spent at least a few hours crying and begging Larry to take me to the airport so I could go home to Oregon. As Larry prayed for me and encouraged me I realized that I was making a blatant choice to exercise my will and disobey God. He is not finished with us here in Brasil yet. He is not finished with the work He wants to do in me here in Brasil yet. I have no idea what lays around the corner in my future but I do know if it doesn't include following God wherever he leads, it isn't worth going.
1Corinthians 13:12 For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.
2Corinthians 3:18 But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord.
James 1:22 But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves.
James 1:23 For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man observing his natural face in a mirror;
James 1:24 for he observes himself, goes away, and immediately forgets what kind of man he was.
James 1:25 But he who looks into the perfect law of liberty and continues in it, and is not a forgetful hearer but a doer of the work, this one will be blessed in what he does.
Luke 6:47 Whoever comes to Me, and hears My sayings and does them, I will show you whom he is like:
Luke 6:48 He is like a man building a house, who dug deep and laid the foundation on the rock. And when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently against that house, and could not shake it, for it was founded on the rock.
Luke 6:49 But he who heard and did nothing is like a man who built a house on the earth without a foundation, against which the stream beat vehemently; and immediately it fell. And the ruin of that house was great."